I cant believe this shit. Scott has one more week of treatment left and instead of great excitement we are yet again faced with the dreaded "unclassifieds". His bloodwork today was okay apart from '*UNCLASSIFIEDS - 3*' in big ugly letters. I know I should calm down and take comfort in the rest of the blood report looking pretty typical, but I cant. I know I may be repeating myself but unclassified cells seen within the peripheral bloodwork of a leukemia patient could indicate cancer cells circulating in the bloodstream. On the other hand, they could also be damaged and unrecognisable cells produced by an over-stressed bone marrow.
Scott has had unclassifieds before but never two weeks running.
After clinic I went to Walmart to stock up prior to the Easter gluttony rush and had a full-on panic attack. I felt like such a spaz but since Walmart is full of weirdos I probably blended in quite well. Goodness knows how I am going to get through the next 7 days. And in case I sound like a whining, whinging idiot, pease understand this is not about me, its about Scott. I cant put him through anymore of this hell. Next weeks bone marrow and spinal will tell us what is going on, remission or relapse. It will be the best news I have ever recieved or the worst. I. AM. SCARED.